It is night of a harships, ring nearbyKyoto age issuetheme song sound: Do not ask why does not ask do what I should go after me to want of struggling otherwise of I am living still having of what meaning is long-unseen really, so old come what money interest does not embody in oath is rare. Just, of the end that become a person when leaving money only, is life also vague I think, living it is the life existence that point to, life existence can choose, it is OK colorful, no matter poverty is mixed,be full of, no matter commonplace and great. Notice path life is the one part of life merely, there still is more broad share besides life. Thought or belief are waited a moment. Textual caption: The one part of lifeSentimental beautiful Wen Xin admiresClassical affection essayStart literary network formerly textual network address: Http://www.
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The company cuts down the member of persons employed, I am felt unfortunately by ill-fated hand, my come off sentry duty. The work of big talk searchs very hard really, learn fiscal male to especially for. The job changed an again and again, or is salary too low, or is to work to be not stabilized, it is abysmal really. Such life goes down continuously, ke Mei’s mood can not be total it is same, in her viewpoint of value, it seems that the home is to rely on a man to raise. We began to quarrel, begin to quarrelled to become domestic simple meal from the second half of the year 2003.
My unemployment caused serious consequence, she packs herself without surplus money, the key is she cannot accept her to want to raise this home. We often around move topic of a few reduplicative will quarrel, for instance chummage, living cost. “Can such life still go down too You are a man! Does chummage let me pay even Want me to raise you Want me to raise this homeplum classics regular meeting says so, I do not have method, can be to request her to give me many a little bit time again only, I apply for a job desperately, but old day is it seems that,be in and my oppose, always search not to wear to work well, I was about to break down, divorced to also be carried at this moment program. Hermoneymarriage also is short-lived plum it is Sichuan person, be graduated from an institute, although also be peasant family background, but there are 3 elder brothers in the home, with respect to her a girl, add grow argute and lovely, it is the cosset in the home as a child so.

I know, le Liyan likes the child very much, when we live together at first, his regular meeting and I look forward to together: One day we married, give birth to a clever and lovely child, when dusk, 3 people take a walk together in the setting sun, do the meal with one delicious desk for the child in the evening, TV watchs together after eating a meal.
Often remember, my heart very ache, feel very I am sorry Le Liyan. He is so good, but I cannot give what what he wants however, what actually he wants is not much, just hope a complete home stopped. I put forward countless times to part company to Le Liyan, he always comforts me, “Want us to love each other only, have the child to be indifferent to, now is not popular Ding Ke. Actually, I also am not special want the child, how bound of 2 the world is romantic, footloose although Le Liyan says open-mindedly, I know, he this is against one’s will character. His inner world compares me even terrified is disturbed. I had peeked his diary, his tone is very light before, those who write is some of happy thing, and now, from his between the lines, I can see his mood is very gloomy: “With me the child of the friend classmate of age similar goes up nursery school, but I, this all one’s life becomes father impossibly perhaps.” I now most be afraid of a parental home, they meet to be able to ask when I marry, want me to take the advantage of their body to give birth to a grandchildren to be taken to them rapidly fortunately in case lunar Qiu Zhen cannot be born, how should that do is being read reading, my tear falls like rain, my hate God is cruel, more how can him hate have this kind is quite ill.

Story one: The twelfth month of the lunar year of young woman that he chose that weakness marriageable age of manager of 38 years old of companies 10 years of that day, that wife that calls Xiaoqiao makes an appointment with me to meet, can listen from mood piece, she is the woman outside the husband, I want to did not want to agree, oneself drove the location that she says.
All the way, my in one’s heart the sort of emulative desire ready to do sth, I am called some are excitedly by a war that is about to pull open. She is the sort of into person caboodle throwing that search not to come out, low eyebrow pleasing to the eye, voice is very small: Do you know your sweetheart went bankrupt It is to prepare to cry with the family so board go, cicada of result the accused so a sad news of the death. She tells me, they are helping him lend money everywhere, offset the deficit of the company, that is to say, she looks for me for my husband! Will look for me to beg for leniency for the husband of myself! I thought of a few months come all the time the man with bad mood, so he is carrying enormous pressure on the head to act in a play before I and child, arriving only before her just is him true, carry no less than problems that go and her on the head to be carried together. Can does he know who is a family member Who is most the person of this lay one’s heart bare not To her I can say nothing. I found him, the decision takes out my company the substance bring back to life of 1/3 his company. Have a bit demand only, leave that wife. But he throws my noisy thunder however: Would rather abandon a company reviving, also cannot leave that wife. I dare not believe to death, I increase my capital, had not gotten the better of that puny woman. The man taught my him Ceng Qingxing to seek a very outstanding wife, her ability and wisdom is preeminent, ability is outstanding, hundreds respond to a single call. Can serve as very common man, I am before her, those who feel have pressure only however, before her, I all show glorious hard and dare not show timid.

The salary that waits my month in those days has been achieved 5000! 10 years of Spring Festivals, I eventually love, in others eyesight I am a boy that has the urge for improvement, the car has a house, but how knows these come A few this years do I pass My record of formal schooling is not tall, many when want to earn have desperately the job, the dirty vivid tired work that people is not willing to do I am done! Very fast I and my present girlfriend entered state of be passionately in love, bilateral parent special also agree.
Result, awkward thing happened, she goes to school in Shenyang still have 1 year of finish school, I work in Beijing. 51 she came to Beijing see me, this dragon boat festival, want to let me go her native place sees her. But my Mom does not agree, say to return some external debt now, allow my save money. I was in charge of quickly to break down by my Mom simply. I show the special contradiction with true heart inside, I and my girlfriend think each other. Is my dragon boat festival to still do not go back after all Go back to make a round trip how does cost calculate the road to also get 2000-3000 piece money. Make me lone, I am lone, allow my assemble money, I did not have been to any public place of entertainment one year partly. Let me hand in a girlfriend, I looked for them very satisfactory, but be passionately in love because want,allow my save money truly, do not let us meet.

Tear tidewater flooded small euqally. From now on, hua Wei sees small, see like mice the cat is same, be defeated and flee. Struggling pungent love is just as ablaze flaming blaze, dash forward go out, small feel exceeding chill, at the moment pitch-dark. He cannot resist interior anguish. After a few days midday, small had written a piece of brief note, slip into Hua Wei’s dormitory, put in his the head of a bed: “The both sides of love, it is Nuo make peace betray, yesterday although already day moorland is old, do not see the seas run dry and the rocks crumble however todaysmall close good door, raise bit, in on the artifice one knife one knife ground is being blown. Blood gushed, one falls on the ground. “Phutthe ground one noise, the door was opened by kick, hua Wei rushed. He has grabbed bit, outside throwing away a window, immediately pulled a cloth, encase his artifice. Embrace him closely finally, cried: “You are very foolish!small fainted. When awaking, he lies in the hospital, parents is defending him silently.
Know he is a homosexual, they are astonied, feel mysterious. Parents takes him to see psychological doctor, want to correct his homosexual idea. Small sullen.